For Jaya :)

I saw you then
In shades of blue
You looked away and into his eyes
It hurt a little and the voice within died inside

I smoked a puff and watched the sky
Light up like a candelabra
And I was glad but for a moment
For you kept mum as days went by

I blame my life in wretched vain
Was I so sad, so dull
That when you were gone, you mouthed a word
But all was seen and heard was naught
And I was glad again

But now I knew I was a foe
A nascent one
And the epitome of altruistic deeds had pitied me
My foe had pitied me, had lent a hand

So you won't have your happiness
And you won't be as kind no more
And I'll keep the distance large
And I'll be set free again